Poem 73 : Truth of Life

Truth of Life

                      - T ABRAHAM

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Show me the truth,

Tell me my way,

I want to follow the truth,

Let the truth be bitter,

Let the truth disgust me,

Let the truth be sweet,

Let the truth be a surprise,

Is truth always bitter ?

Never is it true,

If bitterness is less or more,

Right amount of bitterness,

Right amount of sweetness,

This truth gives me peace,

Peace in my mind and heart,

The truth of life,

This truth is such a joy,

A joy forever.

Poem 72 : Air of Misfortune

 Air of Misfortune

                               - T ABRAHAM

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It was the worst of all times,

The air of misery was surrounding,

To be a laughing stock always,

To be mocked at,

Worst of all is the fakeness,

Surrounded by new faces,

Faces of construction,

Faces for destruction,

Souls to recreate my wounded soul,

Souls to lean upon,

The misfortune keeps chasing,

Chasing till this day,

Worst of all,

Do they posses a heart ?

Do they have a brain ?

Totally evil,

Just like the legion,

Christ will drive them away,

They would drown and perish,

Your broken soul will be mended,

Will be mended with God's love.

Poem 71 : The Fallen Fruit

 The Fallen Fruit

                          - T ABRAHAM

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When this tree is full,

This tree full of it's fruits,

It is fruitful,

But this fruit has fallen,

Rotting and rotting under the sun,

Slowing going to sleep,

To sleep inside the soil,

But one day,

This very day,

A small trace is seen,

It's growing back,

Growing and growing,

Once fallen, but now growing,

Years have passed,

I can see a tree,

So tremendous and big,

Once I was a fallen fruit,

But now I am a magnificent tree.

Poem 70 : My Psychology

 My Psychology

                        - T ABRAHAM

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I saw you,

I know what you are doing,

Never will I let this happen,

Never will it happen,

You sit beside me or behind me,

You will get caught soon,

You are peeping,

You are a thief,

You are a devil,

The question shield my answer,

My answers won't help you,

I won't let that happen,

I write left, the questions moves left,

I write right, the questions moved right,

I will hide and hide,

The beauty won't let you see it,

The march starts from left,

Then left, right, left,

There comes a point you give up,

Run away you devil,

Never ever try this again,

My inner mind always tells me,

It tells me if something is wrong,

So does this psychologic trick work,

You ran away,

Never come back,

I will make you see the consequences,

You devil would soon perish,

Perish under God's sun.

Poem 69 : Everything is Electronic

 Everything is Electronic

                                         - T ABRAHAM

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Wherever I turn around,

I can see only these,

These things made of metal,

Batteries to run their life,

Always giving out light,

Light to light up your life,

From papers to screens,

From shops to screens,

From concerts to screen,

Everything is on my screen,

Always these are following me,

Following me everywhere I go,

My world is filled with electronics,

So is your world too,

Everything is electronic.

Poem 68 : Loud Inner Voice

Loud Inner Voice

                             - T ABRAHAM

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Did they hear it ?

Did they find it ?

But wait,

I did not use any sounds,

No noise made from my vocal cord,

But how did they know ?

I was angry,

I was angry for been misused,

I am angry for getting fooled.

How did he know I am angry ?

I did not frown my face,

I did not scream,

I did not shout or yell,

But did the bell ring in his mind,

Might be Blackmagic,

May be he is a devil,

Who knows ?

He is reading my moves,

He is reading my mind,

Just as how God reads us,

The devil tries to equal God,

But God would never let that happen,

But my inner voice is too loud,

Are they humans or devils ?

Is it my friend or God ?

Both hears your inner voice,

But God,

To you alone let my voice be heard,

Please deafen the ears of these devils,

The devils are present in my surrounding,

Always trying to break your protective shield,

But break not,

My inner voice is louder,

Hear it you devil,

You cannot do evil,

God's protective shield protects me.

Poem 67 : The Cold Water

 The Cold Water

                              - T ABRAHAM

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Just express yourself,

Just tell me what,

Not worried about your words,

Pour the cold water,

Pour it over the work of art,

Pour it out as words,

But these words does not prick me,

It's my work,

It's my unique creation,

I will swim in the cold water you pour,

It is summer here,

So never mind,

Tell it directly,

Don't beat around the bush,

I have the will,

My words are simple,

Against grammar but loves literature,

Your rejection is just mere words,

Words like the foul air,

The clean air carries it away,

The odour is not forever,

My grammar is not grating,

But your words are grating your mind,

My words are simple,

So do I keep things simple,

Don't complicate things,

I tell you, 'Express yourself'

Show your colour,

I am happy to see it.

Poem 66 : A New Experiment

 A New Experiment

                                          - T ABRAHAM

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Reading to find out,

Reading to gain knowledge,

Reading for pleasure,

But why am I reading ?

What am I reading ?

Reading and reading,

I am reading this book,

Read few stories, poems and drama,

But what is this ?

It keeps going on,

Many chapters, many titles,

What is this ?

This is a big book,

Haven't read this before,

Have read only textbooks,

Books of sciences,

But this is the day,

I am walking away from it,

The day I found this book,

Took four to five days,

Was a long journey,

But had a good connect,

Reflecting something,

Reflecting the truth,

Words are beautiful,

Not a fast reader now,

But was a fast reader.

I am reading and reading,

Finally I read this book.

Poem 65 : Threads Of My Heart

 Threads Of My Heart

                                - T ABRAHAM

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My heart has threads,

Threads to hold it together,

Each forms a layer,

Layers like a cake,

My heart is like the cake,

A cake with it's slices,

My heart with it's threads,

These threads makes my feelings come out,

Feelings of anger, bitterness and betrayal,

Feelings of joy, happiness and trust,

My inner heart is me,

Just like the lowest piece,

The largest with cream,

So is my heart,

With it's innate qualities.

The threads cover my heart,

With all these layers,

Layers of soft, spongy and creaminess,

Iced with the topping,

The unique cherry found nowhere,

These threads loosen up,

Or is felt tight,

Just as I am happy,

I am sad too,

But so does the sadness is removed,

The thread of happiness is the thread,

The thread with which my heart is sewn.

Poem 64 : It's Raining In My Brain

 It's Raining In My Brain

                                   - T ABRAHAM

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It's raining and raining,

The breeze started nineteen years back,

The rain started eighteen years back,

It's raining and raining,

My brain is overflowing,

Raining heavily for four months,

The breeze adds chills,

My brain is flooded,

No decay or rot,

But only my thoughts,

Overthinking is not the case,

But creative it is,

Uniquely made for me,

This rain keeps it's phase,

It's raining and raining,

But it is never draining,

Rot and weeds washed away,

Thoughts and ideas rushed in,

Crops growing and birds singing,

Never will I starve anymore,

It's raining and raining,

Never will it stop,

Never shall I stop.

Poem 63 : We Are Distant

 We Are Distant

                              - T ABRAHAM

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You are not there,

Not present at my immediate left,

Not there at the right,

But distance can move us away,

Physical rocks and soil can separate us,

But my heart is merged in yours,

And my mind too,

The heart and the mind's union is enough,

My friend,

I like you more than everything,

You are an old friend,

But you are my gold,

As we know, old is gold,

And so are you,

The new versions are visible,

But I want you,

Your heart and mind is with me,

And so does mine,

The time goes by,

The seasons pass by,

But nothing can separate us,

None equals you,

New is just silver,

But you are my gold,

It is always true,

True friends are far away,

My heart is aching to see you,

Let this physical barrier move away,

We don't have any mental barrier,

So does this distance moves away,

But I wish,

I were with you,

I wish you liked the same things,

But our tastes differed,

I wished,

I were with you,

Everyday during class,

Everywhere we can go,

But it's true,

We are distant,

And it is a distance,

A distance always present to separate us.

Poem 62 : Inner Conflicts

 Inner Conflicts
                            - T ABRAHAM

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These two ends,

The threads inside my heart,

The ropes inside my mind,

Something keeps pulling them,

Sometimes to the right,

There is no more force felt,

Not again,

I am feeling a pain,

The pull is now towards the left,

Not this time,

Not towards the ruins,

There is again a pull towards the right,

But these two forces cancelled out,

No movement inside,

But it feels so worse,

To be in this tug of war,

Between the angel and the devil,

The good and the evil,

The truth and the false,

It keeps on going,

It kept on telling me to go right,

Put in your heart and mind towards the right,

I tried taking control of it,

But the control is tiresome,

It's distressing and gloomy,

Let my God control it,

The creator of everything,

The forces does not cancel out,

The devil has been knocked out,

Finally the team of angels won,

So does my inner conflict end.

Poem 61 : The Protest

 The Protest

                     - T ABRAHAM

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You already knew,

You accepted that you knew,

You know everything,

What I like or dislike,

The things which I hate the most,

The influence which I won't accept,

Even I won't be able to influence them,

But you want me to be an influencer,

The things turn out of the way,

I can't tolerate it,

I won't be with them just for a moment,

Their presence is intolerable,

It has reached it's highest state of discomfort,

I don't want to accept it,

I won't get influenced,

But my mind is filled,

Filled with the air of unhappiness,

The worst state of unhappiness,

I said, 'no more',

But you don't accept it,

Things have escalated too far,

I say, 'no, no and no',

But won't you not accept it,

I can't tolerate this boy anymore,

His presence is totally a ruin for me,

Madam kindly understand,

It's going too far,

I am in ruins because of him,

It's no more tolerable,

Took the flag out,

At last have to wave 'no',

The protest has begun,

At last I influenced her,

Finally the lady accepted,

It's her fault,

He's a bully, I knew already,

A sadist too,

'Sorry', says the woman,

But I knew she would,

The devil had got hold of her,

At last my saviour came into her,

I am not angry with her,

Madam at last you have understood,

Just on time,

Not much destruction,

Not fully swept away,

But it has ruined many things,

I would have achieved it,

But no accomplishment possible,

Did not lose anything,

But just average overall,

The protest at last ended,

At last my soul at tranquility.

Poem 60 : Purpose Unfulfilled

 Purpose Unfulfilled
                                    - T ABRAHAM

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Felt lost or disturbed,

Felt like a wavering flame,

Nothing goes straight,

Everything falls down,

Just like the fallen fruit,

Just as it rots out.

It is a life with a purpose,

No life is possible,

No tranquility possible,

Never would you attain peace of mind,

Never are you going to accomplish,

Walking in a dark night road,

Fear about the tragedies,

No light visible can be seen.

But my heart started to drain,

Keeps on draining out,

No life blood is left,

Took a short break,

Not a long pause,

But it felt like two years have gone,

But just fifty days,

Fifty days felt like five hundred,

Came away by misunderstanding,

Fallen apart due to worldly pleasures,

But wait, I am thinking,

Thinking and thinking and thinking,

Not a philosopher though,

Not flying in an unrealistic world,

Travelling into the world of misery,

The road with darkness,

My soul is disturbed and distressed,

Soul might get dammed,

Potentials unused nearing death.

But my heart got its life blood,

Just as it drained out day by day,

In one minute or one second,

Or one microsecond or millisecond,

Not sure, but it bloomed,

I have a purpose,

A God given life,

Life needs this purpose,

Not a mere survival,

Soul can better fly away,

Rather than survive,

Got back to my world,

The world of reality is beautiful,

The beauty is hard to be kept up,

But fight with these forces,

Opposing forces,

Every purpose has to be fulfilled,

No purpose can be left unfulfilled.

Poem 59 : A Blissful Day

A Blissful Day
                               - T ABRAHAM

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My eyes were closed,

Closed with the sleep to recharge me,

The work days were over,

Now has come that blissful day,

A day of rest,

This day that makes us all happy,

A small break to refresh,

The next day is yet another blissful day,

The ones who yearn to get rest,

After one week of productive work,

Works of all kinds,

Physical labour or intellectual honing of the mind,

The morning is like a paradise,

A paradise opened for two days,

These two days of joy,

A time for family and relations,

A valuable time for happiness,

Then is the body and mind refreshed,

To go on the journey of productivity,

Potentials being identified these two days,

So does the blissful day ends.

Poem 58 : The Days Runout

 The Days Runout
                             - T ABRAHAM

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The day one has started,

A New Year has begun,

'I am going to do something special', tells my mind,

Is it achievable or not?

Yes or no?

Goals that can be accomplished,

Dreams that are hard to catch upon,

The time flies,

No time travel possible,

The days went by are good old days,

The days went by were the darkest of my life,

My success and my mistakes,

Keep up your hard work,

Your efforts do not go unrewarded,

Got to meet many people,

Some valuable, some insignificant,

Hold on to the valuable ones,

Never let the hold go away,

Discard your mistakes and the insignificant presence,

They had made you learn something,

Something not to be repeated again,

Nostalgia has been formed,

Nostalgic feelings pop up in my heart,

Mixed feelings and emotions always accompany,

Now has the day come,

The last day to look upon,

There ends one year,

Memories to cherish,

Memories to burry underground,

Nostalgic feelings come upon,

But move on,

The next day is a New Year.

Poem 57 : Flowing River

 Flowing River
                            - T ABRAHAM

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Just as the streams flows,

Just as the river flows,

Flows with calm waves,

So does my thoughts flow,

Flows like the waves of a calm sea,

My heart is light and flowery,

My mind is full of thoughts,

Thoughts of happiness, joy and bliss,

The uncontaminated river,

No wastes dumped,

A clear mind and a clear heart,

Thoughts flow like the freshwater in these rivers,

The water is clear and clean,

The life is there and so is my life,

The river is deep,

Many hidden secrets are there,

To bring joy, happiness and peace,

Where no disappointment is caused,

The flaw is checked,

There is a turbulence,

Turbulence and contamination by negatives,

Influenced by worldly pleasures,

No more does the flow changes,

The flaw is found out,

No influence is allowed anymore,

My mind is now concrete,

No more can the pace change,

The mind is like the flowing river,

Keeps pace with no contamination.

Poem 56 : I am the Exception

 I am The Exception

                            - T ABRAHAM

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Exceptions do exist everywhere,

At all times and all places,

Unique people are exceptions,

The curved line is an exception,

An original work is an exception,

An immovable thing is an exception,

Honesty is an exception and so is sincerity,

Consistency is an exception,

So is Doctor Faustus an exception.

Unique and charming,

Majestic and great,

The devil keeps watching for a misery,

As an idle mind is a devil's workshop,

The devil tries to enter the human mind,

An ideal human with a pure heart,

Temptations and trials come,

Makes your life hard and rough,

The devil tries to reach stepwise,

But wait,

I am wavered like a wavering flame,

My mind at times is like a cloud,

My heart at times is worn out,

Tough situations comes in,

Providing space for the demon to come in,

But give the devil a slap,

The devil is shocked,

'You worthless and evil creature', my heart shouts,

Get away, go far away from this place,

Never is my mind your workspace,

It is always to my Lord,

It is always to my almighty God,

My spirits are wavering,

But never will you enter,

Faustus has wavered,

But not I,

Life was a tragedy for the knowledgeable Faustus,

But not for me,

My knowledge and strength is from the Lord,

Never am I unwilling to sacrifice something for my almighty creator,

So I am an exception,

Exception in all places I go,

Exception in all places I dwell,

So does the exception becomes unique,

So does the uniqueness always shines bright in me.

Poem 55 : Reckless Actions

 Reckless Actions

                                     - T ABRAHAM

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Actions without consequences is impossible,

So do our actions,

Bound with something,

That something is not always good,

Might be bad, worse or even fatal,

So mind your actions,

Physicists and Chemists told once,

'Every action has an equal and an opposite reaction',

These brothers are unidentical twins,

Babies born at the same time,

But they don't look the same,

So does these forces are,

They come together,

They are bound like the poles of the magnet,

So think twice or even thrice,

What am I doing?

Yes, I helped someone,

Surely Lord, your God will have favour upon you,

Truly I tell you,

God will be with you,

At your darkest of times,

Darkest at your inner self and mind,

That dead black your mind is clouded with,

The thunder clouds of depression strikes,

'I have nothing left', you weep,

But the Almighty is seeing you,

A helping angel comes to you,

The thunder clouds vanishes away,

So does your life gets lit up,

But I tell you,

I ruined someone's life,

I broke the mirror called trust,

With my own hands,

Reality strikes,

The pieces pierce through my hands,

I bleed, I bleed,

That one person forsaken,

That one true person forsaken,

Won't forgive you,

That one reckless action,

Those words of anger and rage,

Which raged out by the devil,

That devil named short-temperedness,

Ruined everything,

I know he can understand me,

But I let the words come out,

That deadly silence was,

Not even for a minute,

But it seemed to me like,

The earth has stopped,

My world was crushed,

I did it with my own hands,

I destroyed my future,

This one break,

That one break in my life did,

Did everything for my downfall,

Fell into the hell,

I wept, cried and wailed,

None heard me,

Except for my saviour Christ,

He took me from that place,

He was the redeemer for my actions,

The actions of harshness and anger,

Which causeth the action named sin,

He shed his blood for me,

Not only for me but for you too,

That one reckless action,

Or many a reckless actions,

Unthoughtful actions,

Cursed be those actions,

For I would do them no more.