Poem 279 : A Nauseating Heart

 A Nauseating Heart

                                 - T ABRAHAM

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The deep dullness roaring,

Dark emotions swallowing,

A foul sweetness chocking,

One restless day into a week,

Anger building up each day,

Fire came out of the furnace,

Turning many internal scars,

Into a stronger shield to yield,

The dragging dirt and horror,

An encircling gloomy terror,

Voice became noise for error,

Falseness accusing the truth,

First time walking out today,

Internalized voices coming,

The caged became uncaged,

Unyielding for a compromise,

Truth standing with a premise,

Pillars breaking away and apart,

The bold pillar standing alone,

A huge structure falling apart,

But standing still unyielding,

Now masking itself to move,

Pain in the heart and mind,

Disgust of falseness growing,

Nothing passing inside to chew,

Breathing the fresh air alone,

Nausea suddenly taking turn,

A wearied heart and mind,

Sickness of a different kind,

Sick to feel the foulness,

The pain turning into vain.